And so, the holidays end. Ended with a big bang (O Week, Skating workshop) but there are still more things to come, competition and performance ahha. Hope i can cope lol. To all the guys for O week: Good Job!!!!

A bit pissed off today as i can train as scheduled as the stupid tentage is still on the multipurpose court. Then when i ask the CC staff, they say maybe next week then clear.. shit man. thank god luke say there is somewhere in school that can skate. Will be going there tomorrow evening lol

Alot has happened since the holidays and as situations come and go, i have tried my very best to ride the waves and emerge wet (lol). Have grown quite a bit (too bad not in terms of height) and have seen how relationships can change, for better or worse. For me now, it is a new start, a blank page, ready to be written on. Being busy has its pros, but its not the solution as it only signify how i am running away from the problem. lol.

Now is the time to start everything anew, my friends, my family, my whole life. But somehow i am still the same old me lol

I know this passage is starting to sound emo and sorts. Being emo is one of my fatal flaws.. and i think i need to change it, along with nagginess, gan chiong ness and a full list of shit. Its time to throw all my emotions away and life goes on

haha

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It's just wishful thinking on my part

haha

Life will still have to go on

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This week has been full of stuff and the first one (or thing) to suffer is my sleep lol

Saturday: O Week Councillors Dry Run 1, woke up damm early (5am), in the end played games for a while.. The dry run itself was ok, the few screwups were solved easily and everything was not too bad. dinner was served at the YIH busstop with me, JQ and Ignatius (It was leftover lunch and we finished it there). Engin food tastes quite good haha.

Then it was Night Cycling. Met a few new friends (Grace's OG ppl) and started at ECP. The pace was initially too slow but it picked up a bit later. Had some nice food along the way but was shag as we are going back ECP. In the end, we reached back at about 7am.

Sunday:Still need to to work from 2-10pm lol. was a bit tiring but by the time i reached home, still got moood and energy top play games till 12+. (Dont know whats wrong with me)

Monday: Everyone in the office is quite busy as the audit is this week, tensions are high and hence i was quite busy for work lol

Tuesday: Woke up late (Need to reach ECP by 745 but woke up at 730 =( ), MRT train fault (From AMK to Toa Payoh), Bus.. (waited for 20 min then 2 buses came together..), reached there wanted to start teaching the sports camp ppl skating then rain. After that it was very hot so it made me quite tired. 5 ppl teach 35 ppl. xiong xia. Then while going back from ECP, it started raining and while turning, because of the stupid thing for blind ppl installed on the pathways, i fell, tearing my jeans and having quite an injury on my knee..
Went back to CC to rebandage it, looks quite bad.And here i am now ranting haha.
But all is not so bad: Got to teach some freshies how to skate, saw some friends (Yaocong, Sebastian) and somehoe the torn part of the jeans make it look nicer (XD)

Hope the week will be better XD

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Another Week has passed. June is ending soon le

Feeling a bit of xian as havent been skating with the club for quite some time le. Life also sucks to the core, but thank god to the little things in life that make it still worth going on. With Skating , Work and O Week, the work schedule is almost full lol

Wed to do a bit training at the hardcourt downstairs after work, got yingwen and sherri to skate around. Was happy to find the competition markings for slalom is still there, can use it to train. Didnt skate for too long for that day, but enough for the kick lol

Sat went to school to settle some log stuff, then went skating with a few ppl around town, was damm hot as it was in the afternoon (ahah). Went to the Singapore Flyer, then go Selegie there drink soya bean milk, finally ending at City Hall area as yingwen want to go see new skates at peninsula centre. But the shop is gone le.. At least went there to drink bubble tea. After that went to meet 18 they all, slacked a bit and played mahjong for a while before going back haha. I finished lunch then i realised what i forgotten! =(. Felt a bit xian because of that. Sorry ah.

Recently have been having lunch with xuan, without her lunch would be very xian haha . She seems a bit distracted at times, hope she is alright =) (If you are reading this, jiayou!!, ok? =))

Alot of things have happened, and alot more will come. Survival is not an issue but will i change because of all these? Maybe. Maybe thats how people grow. The most important thing is to be positive and stay happy =)

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Finally, O Week comm dry run is over. Long time never go for camps le. It sure is tiring. Things happen along the way in the end things were fine haha (except for the sunburnt part). JQ, Sirhong they all wont even have a break as they will be attending engin camp (they should still be with the freshies now) Even so, i still got my job XD, so also a bit shag. *Yawns.

So fast and one month of the holidays is over le.. Somehow looking forward for the new semester but at the same time want to enjoy the holidays lol.

Recently discovered i havent been going for skating due to other stuff, so feeling a bit gulity and xian, hope i will be able to skate with all of them soon! Will have to go back to training also, otherwise during August the comp go there paiseh lol

And finally, recently my lunches have been fun and happy XD. Thank you!!

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Its really been a long time since the last post..

Even Billy that goat posted, hence i need to update a bit lol

Firstly, at least life now is not as clueless as just after exams --> Which reminds me..getting results in less than 24 hrs..Hiaz (Hope it is not gone case)

For now, life is getting less and less slack - Starting work on Monday lol. Going to go back Cairnhill CC. At least got some money to support myself lol

As for O week, things are starting to pick up (Which is somewhat good) and feeling a bit inspired from JQ's long and inspirational email (lol). Everyone Jiayou!! We will make O week a success haha!!

As of yesterday, i am still cleaning my skates (a more through one) any my bearings are now still on a piece of newspaper, oiled. Seeing some parts of it rusted makes me a bit xian. But how, it was my fault to begin with (lol). Skating with the SMU ppl was fun and its good to make new friends! Finally after exams can go skate around le!!

*Taking a short Break as this is getting long..

As for GE, I joined Matthew's Faction, Wrath of God Faction. It was a good faction to begin with and with quite alot of colonies. Commitment-wise means that i will need to help out a bit on CW on Sunday night (haha)

During this holiday, out of nowhere, my mum got herself a god-daughter, and hence making me having a god-sister. In the end, i had to help her with her english comprehension (since she asked, XD) Hope i wont pollute her too much with my bad english.

*Praying hard about the results -->Mind wandered a bit

And last but not least, will be looking forward to the tiramisu!!! Thanks for preparing it!! =) (You know who you are lol)

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Feeling damm hell loser

Until now, i didnt know i was such as loser, coward..

I really deserve that scolding from her

and from it, really..i must learn

To myself: You have to be confident of yourself, be brave and not run away at the first signs of trouble.

No matter what happens, life goes on.

Even if people throw shit at you, gather it to sell as fertilizer.

Look, i know i am being emo here. And this is the last time

From now on, i am going to change! - Have to

To learn from this lesson and improve myself!

I cant be fearful and sad forever!

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